Sunday, September 25, 2011



I found out two days ago. I honestly didn't expect since we had been trying for so long with no luck! I'm super exicted and scared!! I'm 5 weeks today and I've been known to miscarriage up to the 6th week :( Once I'm 7 weeks I'll breathe a little easier. Since Stetson got sick and died I've become this person who worries about everything. I was going to avoid an ultrasound, but now I want to have one just to make sure everything is good and if not, be able to prepare for whatever. Even though I'm worried about the what ifs, I'm sooooo excited!!! I can't wait to feel the baby move and to give birth. To be able to hold him or her, to take a million pictures. I miss everything that comes with a newborn. I haven't gotten to fully enjoy a baby since Zachary. Jack and Stetson were hospitalized within weeks of being born. I just can't wait to get into the 2nd semester. I'm going to savor every bit of this.

1 comment:

  1. i am so so so so so excited for you Heather! I know i've told ya congratulations already, but I remember being in our lil mommy groups together, and i just feel so much joy reading this. i pray that everything goes well with this one, and that the little precious gift from god, comes and out and is as healthy as can be. Ill keep you in my prayers honey, xoxo :) ash